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    Teaching Philosophy

    February 5th, 2012

    As part of the Master’s degree I’m currently working on, I was assigned the task of writing down my “Teaching Philosophy”. I procrastinated quite a bit, not because I didn’t know what to write, but because I had too many thoughts, too much I wanted to say, and no coherent way to thread it all together. In the end, I found my focus by realizing that rather than a teaching philosophy, I have a learning philosophy. In my role as a teacher, I’m more-or-less expendable. I can encourage students along the path, I can suggest entry points into new areas of knowledge, I can outline sequences to develop new skills, I can share what I know. But in the end, I can’t teach anything that my students don’t have a desire to learn.

    I know this is true of my adult students, but I think it’s true even of younger students. If they aren’t at least willing, or more ideally, motivated, to learn, we won’t get very far. Their motivation may be intrinsic love of music; a desire for greater mastery or self expression; a wish to stand out or impress others; or some permutation of these and a hundred other motivations. My job as a teacher is often to sleuth out these motivations and connect them to music and skills that can help inspire my students. My own passion for music comes from many sources including the puzzle-like problem solving involved in some pieces, the transcendence and connectedness I can experience through music, and the centered flow I find in the best moments of music making.

    I don’t think any of these experiences are out of reach of anyone who want to make music. We get trapped comparing ourselves against the extraordinary performances we can hear every day on CD, radio, and over the internet. There’s much to be said for enjoying the extraordinary music made by others. But, I believe there are deeply embedded parts of our physical, mental, and emotional make-up that can only be fully experienced through making music ourselves. Regardless of skill level, we all have the innate ability to make music. This belief grounds my own development as much as it underlies and guides my teaching:

    LEARNING MANIFESTO

    Music is a pathway to enhancing concentration, practicing problem solving skills, increasing coordination, developing collaborative skills, and expressing complex emotion. Playing together, singing together, playing for one another, singing to another, and dancing (which implies a music, even if unheard) all connect us to our deeper selves and to one another. I believe the following principles are fundamental to musical growth:

    • Music has meaning – music follows rules of syntax, grammar, and semantics that let us ‘understand’ it even if the meaning isn’t expressible in verbal form. Like poetry, the meaning can be enigmatic, open-ended, and even self-contradictory yet remain true.
    • Practice helps you experience the music more deeply – practice isn’t about eliminating wrong notes, it’s about learning to experience the music from as many different angles as possible so that ‘errors’ merely become avenues to deeper understanding. Listening, singing in the shower, tapping rhythm on the kitchen table, technique exercises, analysis, and even rest are important components of practice in this larger sense.
    • Music is athletic – even though the muscles involved are often small and the motions miniscule, music requires the same kinds of conditioning and coordination that every other athletic activity requires. Because of this embodied nature of music (especially singing), we need to give our bodies and minds the time to develop musical skills and coordination.
    • Musical ‘literacy’ is about communicating with each other our unconscious understanding of the rules of style lets us enjoy particular types of music, in the same way they can make new and unfamiliar styles challenging. Enculturation, and informal aural literacy let us enjoy music; systematic knowledge and formal learning allow us to talk about music, enhancing our ability to make and share music together.
    • Attention fosters improvement better than inattention – inattentive practice and repetition leads to inconsistent execution, while mindful practice yields much better results. When practicing, attention and concentration can often be exhausted before physical capacity.
    • All notes are editorial – music doesn’t live in printed dots or even recordings, it’s an  experience shared by a performer and a listener. Every note can be accurate and yet a performance can be lifeless; music made with passion and conviction can overcome many limits of technique and technology.
    • You can only get better by trying – letting fear or self-consciousness keep you from music-making is a self fulfilling spiral. Instead, learning to enjoy the skills you do have opens up infinite doors to developing new musical skills and avenues of enjoyment.
    • Music connects us – music activates emotional and non-verbal centers in our brains. We experience unique forms of coordination in group music making.  Music can synchronize thought and feeling between performer and audience in ways that deepen our experience of the world.

    Ultimately, my “Teaching Philosophy” isn’t really about teaching music, it’s not even really about learning music, it’s about making music. About taking joy in music and sharing it with one another. Kids get this instinctively, they’re happy to sing along, they don’t judge themselves too much; they’re more likely to use their whole body in the process. Not until we grow older, as teenagers striving to fit in or stand out among peers, or as adults too strongly tied up in our own sense of self and propriety, do we start judging our music or comparing it against others, rather than experiencing the music itself.

    Instead, why not just get out there and find music that moves you – in body and spirit. We all start out as listeners, from lullabies to symphonies, but don’t let self-consciousness and lack of experience stop you there. Try making music: singing in the shower; singing along with a kid; joining a community band, orchestra, or choir; taking music lessons – if you happen to pick up a guitar, let me know. Once you stop worrying about how good you are, I think you’ll discover how much fun you can have. And strangely, while you’re having all that fun, you’ll probably get better along the way, which only increases the fun!

    Quiet Summer on the Blog

    August 20th, 2011

    You’ve probably noticed there haven’t been any new postings for quite some time.  I’m still here — I’ve just been focusing almost all my energy working on a Master of Arts degree in Music Education at the University of St. Thomas this Summer.  I finished up most of my coursework earlier this month and just have one class and my thesis left to complete.  I’m hoping to graduate in late Spring 2012!

    Playing and practicing have taken a big hit the last few months too, but the classes have been amazing.  Studying about how to be a better teacher, you end up reflecting alot about your own learning process and your own music making!  I’ve met some really wonderful people over the past two Summers and I love the faculty at UST.  I’ll be happy to have a little quieter Summer next year, but I’ll miss regularly seeing all the amazing people I’ve gotten to know at St. Thomas.

    Now that courses are mostly done, I’m hoping to get back to playing out a little more and posting a little more music here on occasion.  So check back soon for more updates!

    A Lesson in Music

    April 1st, 2010

    National Poetry MonthIn Honor of National Poetry Month, I’m sharing a poem that my friend Al Norton read at OpenStage a few years ago. If you’re a musician, I think you’ll particularly understand the sentiment. It’s a beautiful poem about music and music making.

    A LESSON IN MUSIC
    by Alastair Reid

    Play the tune again: but this time
    with more regard for the movement at the source of it
    and less attention to time. Time falls
    curiously in the course of it.

    Play the tune again: not watching
    your fingering, but forgetting, letting flow
    the sound till it surrounds you. Do not count
    or even think. Let go.

    Play the tune again: but try to be
    nobody, nothing, as though the pace
    of the sound were your heart beating, as though
    the music were your face.

    Play the tune again: It should be easier
    to think less every time of the notes, of the measure.
    It is all an arrangement of silence. Be silent, and then
    play it for your pleasure.

    Play the tune again: and this time when it ends,
    do not ask me what I think. Feel what is happening
    strangely in the room as the sound glooms over
    you, me, everything.

    Now, play the tune again.




    from Weathering by Alastair Reid (Canongate Publishing, 17 Jeffrey Street, Edinburgh EH1 1DR; 1978).

    New Year’s Resolutions

    December 26th, 2009

    It’s that time of year when I’m tempted to set fresh goals, vow to improve myself, and avoid the pitfalls I encountered last year. Unfortunately, my long-range execution doesn’t always live up to my initial enthusiasm. As I’ve thought about it more and more though, I realized that accomplishing New Year’s Resolutions has a lot in common with good practice habits. They both benefit the consistent application of a a few simple rules:

    1. Set clear goals
    2. Break big challenges down manageable chunks
    3. Be patient with yourself and keep at it
    4. Step back and re-evaluate periodically
    5. Have fun and be sure to enjoy the process along the way

    STEP 1: For over a decade, one of my goals was to become comfortable playing in front of other people. I’d made little headway and I actively avoided situations where I might be asked to play in front of anyone. When I finally shared my goal with my teacher, she gently suggested that to get better at something you need to practice it repeatedly and consistently. Translation: I wasn’t playing in front of people, so I was unlikely to get any better or more comfortable at it.

    STEP 2: This was daunting: I needed to be playing in front of people. Breaking it down, I needed to start by learning to play something really well, and I needed to find somewhere to play it. I settled on playing some pieces I’d been playing since I’d started taking lessons, nothing fancy. Going to an open mic had always seemed intimidating, but OpenStage had just formed, and playing for a bunch of other guitarists seemed a little less frightening. I just needed to show up and play once, I could figure out the rest after that.

    STEP 3: The first round didn’t go as smoothly as I’d wished: I struggled to find the strings with sweaty, shaking hands. But, I survived the experience and met a number of really nice people. So I resolved to give it another go and show up the next month. Next time, things still didn’t go as well as alone at home, but they went better than the first time. So I kept coming back. Month-to-month, I didn’t feel much change. Over time, though, playing was getting easier and the gap between practice at home and playing in front of people was growing smaller.

    STEP 4: Each month, I’d notice something new about what happened when I was playing at OpenStage. Here’s some of what I learned: try to run through pieces beforehand, warming up helps, the sound of a room can be surprising, movement in my peripheral vision distracts me, people notice mistakes less when I don’t draw attention to them, breathing always helps, smiling helps. Each time I’d ask myself the same questions: what went well – do that again; what went poorly – try something different next time.

    STEP 5: Over time, my comfort level increased and I built a repertoire of pieces that had now been road-tested. This gave me the confidence to begin volunteering to play in two local hospitals. Later on, I even started playing occasionally at a local restaurant. It turns out that I still get nervous and excited when I’m going to play, but I’ve started to look at it as as positive energy I can channel into playing. I’m always surprised by how encouraging folks are when you’re willing to make music for them.

    It turns out that it took well over a year to fulfill my resolution of getting more comfortable playing in front of people. Like all practice, though, as long as I’ve invested quality time, I’ve gotten better: not always a fast as I want, not always in the ways I’d expected. Because I’ve learned to have a sense of humor and not take myself too seriously, though, I’ve had a lot of fun along the way. It’s been a great adventure so far that I’d encourage you to consider too. If any of your goals this year involve a guitar, I’d like to invite you to OpenStage. As a listener, you’re guaranteed to hear some great music. As a performer, I guarantee an experience you can learn from!


    Please check out the OpenStage tab on the MGS website at www.mnguitar.org. We’ve updated the page with photos, links to online resources, and tips on what to expect at a typical OpenStage. As always you’ll also find our most current schedule and directions to OpenStage.

    2009-2010 OpenStage Schedule:

    Sunday, January 17th 2-4 pm
    Sunday, February 21st 2-4 pm
    Sunday, March 21st 2-4 pm
    Sunday, April 18th 2-4 pm
    Sunday, May 16th 2-4 pm

    Location:

    The Coffee Grounds
    1579 Hamline Ave N
    St Paul, MN 55108
    (651) 644-9959
    www.thecoffeegrounds.net

    [NOTE: I originally wrote this as an article for the Jan/Feb 2010 issue of the Minnesota Guitar Society newsletter. But I thought the ideas merited posting here as well.]

    My Own Best Advice

    November 29th, 2009

    Last weekend I was writing an article for the local guitar society newsletter. Production schedules being what they are, I was writing for the January issue on the somewhat unsurprising topic of “New Year’s Resolutions”. The gist of my article was that important resolutions rarely get accomplished in one grand gesture, but rather in lots of little increments of trial and error, some setbacks, and many incremental successes. Here’s how I summarized the process:

    Each month, I’d notice something new about what happened when I was playing…Each time I’d ask myself the same questions: what went well – do that again; what went poorly – try something different next time.

    That same weekend, I played a small concert. Not a big or important event by anyone else’s standards, but significant to me. As people naturally do, folks asked afterwards how I felt the performance went. This is the part where I decide whether I’m going to actually live by my own advice. Do I answer that things went better in practice and I’m a little disappointed that the performance didn’t’ flow as smoothly as I’d hoped, OR do I answer that there were a couple moments that surpassed my expectations and this was probably one of my best performances ever.

    The challenge is that both of these answers are true and important. Over time, though, I’ve learned that one answer is private and one is public. The private answer is that things almost always go better for me in practice. I usually have more focus and achieve better musical flow without the anxiety of an audience and the tiny surprises that crop up in any performance. The private answer is that these are exactly the things I need to work on to improve for the next round.

    The first part of the question I’m supposed to ask myself, though, is “what went well”. This is part of the public answer. People were gracious enough to show up, give me an hour out of their days, and listen with focused attention. They came to enjoy a special, unique experience. My job as a performer is to provide that, not just through the notes I play, but by the environment I create through my demeanor, my attire, and my words before, during, and after the performance.

    So when someone asks how I felt about the performance, I search for something honest that I can share with them. In this case, here’s some of the things I noticed: the guitar sounded especially nice in the performance space, I was really pleased with how the second Tarrega piece went, I always really enjoy playing the Brouwer, I was energized by how focused and attentive the audience was. These answers help people to know that they shared in, and helped create, something that was very special for me. Something that I hope was special for them as well.

    For the longest time, I neglected to ask or answer, the “what went well” part of the question. I’ll definitely think about “what went poorly” and what could be improved as I practice over the next few weeks; I certainly expect to have a great conversation about this at my next lesson. For now, though, I’m working to carry forward the small successes and nourish them. They’re a tremendous source of encouragement and energy as I work through the details of all the things that need refinement and polish for next round.